Wednesday, November 3, 2010

So it begins...

Everyone has been so kind to reach out to me considering my diagnosis. God has been so good to me. I feel His love through so many people here. I have only had a few moments of anxiety and fear in all of this. Someone gave me a plaque that I have placed on my dresser. It says, "Don't worry, I have everything under control, Love God" I needed that. God is in control of everything. I will be okay. But it is nice to have so many people reach out to me and remind me of God's love for me.

The training nurse came out last night to train me on my injections. She wanted to cancel because of the rain, but she did not. I was glad. It seems like this has gone on forever, Sept 13th. It is now November. I just want to get this medicine started. I know it takes a bit for it to build up in my system. I know God is in control, but I am hoping it will do what it is intended to do, drastically slow the progression of this disease. I have heard stories about people with MS that have not had flare ups for years, many years, I am hoping that will be my story.

I will be taking a shot everyday. Perhaps one day I will be able to take a pill. Perhaps one day they will find a cure. But for now, based on what I have heard from several MS patients, this daily drug has the least side effects. The draw back, it is daily. I gave the first injection in my right arm. The actual shot is nothing. I did not feel the needle or the medicine going in. About 30 seconds later, I began to feel the burn. I iced it. The bad burn only lasted about 5-10 minutes. I felt it for about another hour. My cousin said she thought the arms hurt the worst. I had a small bump from the injection. There was a slight red area on my arm. But when I woke up this morning, I could not tell where I gave the injection. My arm is slightly tender. But I do not give another shot in my right arm until next Tuesday. I am not sure if it will get worse. But it was not as bad as I was anticipating. I guess that is good.

One day at a time. That is how I am taking things. I am feeling good. I do not notice any systems. I feel almost normal. I hope this feeling lasts a long time!